We all know days in summer are longer and the sun stays out because we go through daylight savings.. but this post isn't about time change or really the summer itself. I'm just really missing my man, summer days seem even longer without him by my side. His voice when he calls me is like a glass of water after you've been walking in the Vegas heat. I seriously cannot wait until I can be with him again. I remember the night he left and I just didn't want my time with him to end, I cried so much when he was heading towards the door. I know I sound dramatic but anyone who has been in a relationship with someone where the feelings are just so heavy would know how I feel.
I guess it's worse for me right now because he is my boyfriend and my best friend. He's all I have right now, if you read my previous post you know I don't have many friends.. so this summer is just going to be super tough. I know once I see his handsome self I'll just turn into a puddle. Meaning I might just start crying.. I'm not sure yet what my reaction will be but all I really do know is that seeing him will be the highlight of my whole summer. Just being able to see him smile in front of me, to feel his soft skin touch mine.. would just be so amazing. If I could just hold his hand right now I think I could make it the rest of the summer. It's just so hard not to miss someone you can't go one minute without thinking about them.
I miss seeing his perfect smile, his beautiful brown eyes, his hair he cares so much about, everything really.. distance is so hard. But I love him so much, and I just want him to be happy. I have to keep reminding myself not to say how much I want him here, because I don't want him to feel bad for leaving. He deserves to be happy and to do something this great. I am so proud of him, and I want to support him every step of the way... i feel like I'm rambling so ... deuces :P
-L3
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