This post is going to get a little on the downside, I'm not depressed or anything, I just thought about my friends. I have 4 friends.. maybe 5. One is my cat.
It's pretty sad. So I search the internet for friends because I have social anxiety. I know it's weird.. but it makes me feel better. I go on Omegle often, and I meet some really nice people who have alot in common with me. But I just thought about something... It is so pathetic that I have to go online to find friends. I am 18 years old, shouldn't I be going to parties or something?? I think that is the normal thing to be doing at my age.. but no little ol' me is sitting at home on my laptop talking to random strangers. It sucks so much.
I do want to go out to parties and force myself out of my comfort zone but.. I don't know where any are.. and I really don't like the idea of going alone. So I am just out of luck.
So here is how my day normally goes.
I wake up and check my phone for any notifications... yeah I have no friends so there are no new texts for the most part.
I either eat or do some yoga.
Then I might watch something on netflix or youtube.
I will look for jobs, or do a random search.
Here is where it gets good. I put on my make up and get ready to go out. But I never go anywhere, I just get my hopes up. Maybe if I am lucky I will go to the store..
I will sit on my bed for a good 20 minutes and think about life..
Then I go to my laptop and type in my search bar, Omegle.
Eat a little..
Go to sleep.
Wake up, and repeat.
That is a normal day. How sad is that? ugh.. one day I will be going to a party.. But that wont be for awhile..
Anyways guys, sorry about that I just wanted to get that out.
- L3
It's pretty sad. So I search the internet for friends because I have social anxiety. I know it's weird.. but it makes me feel better. I go on Omegle often, and I meet some really nice people who have alot in common with me. But I just thought about something... It is so pathetic that I have to go online to find friends. I am 18 years old, shouldn't I be going to parties or something?? I think that is the normal thing to be doing at my age.. but no little ol' me is sitting at home on my laptop talking to random strangers. It sucks so much.
I do want to go out to parties and force myself out of my comfort zone but.. I don't know where any are.. and I really don't like the idea of going alone. So I am just out of luck.
So here is how my day normally goes.
I wake up and check my phone for any notifications... yeah I have no friends so there are no new texts for the most part.
I either eat or do some yoga.
Then I might watch something on netflix or youtube.
I will look for jobs, or do a random search.
Here is where it gets good. I put on my make up and get ready to go out. But I never go anywhere, I just get my hopes up. Maybe if I am lucky I will go to the store..
I will sit on my bed for a good 20 minutes and think about life..
Then I go to my laptop and type in my search bar, Omegle.
Eat a little..
Go to sleep.
Wake up, and repeat.
That is a normal day. How sad is that? ugh.. one day I will be going to a party.. But that wont be for awhile..
Anyways guys, sorry about that I just wanted to get that out.
- L3
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