Have you ever missed someone so much...?

Have you ever missed someone so much they are always the first thing on your mind? Have you ever missed someone so much that when you see a picture of them you feel sad because you know you can't see them for a long time? Have you ever missed someone so much you remember what they smell like? ( i know that one was weird but hey whatever its my blog i will say what i want to lol ) Yeah me too :/ Man I miss Chris :'( he is always there for me and now I can't see him until my birthday next month, I know it doesn't sound like a long time but it already feels like it has been a year and it hasn't been that long. Sigh, I talk and text him 24/7 but it's just not the same. It hurts not to be able to see him, my parents forbid me from seeing him. It hurts to be away from him because we are two halves of a whole. Not complete without the other. :( I guess they don't understand or something... I just really miss him alot. So much that when I talk to him I get sad because I'm not there to see him laugh or smile.. Sigh... -L3 (sad, sad, sad L3 :( )