Have you ever missed someone so much...?

Have you ever missed someone so much they are always the first thing on your mind? Have you ever missed someone so much that when you see a picture of them you feel sad because you know you can't see them for a long time? Have you ever missed someone so much you remember what they smell like? ( i know that one was weird but hey whatever its my blog i will say what i want to lol ) Yeah me too :/ Man I miss Chris :'( he is always there for me and now I can't see him until my birthday next month, I know it doesn't sound like a long time but it already feels like it has been a year and it hasn't been that long. Sigh, I talk and text him 24/7 but it's just not the same. It hurts not to be able to see him, my parents forbid me from seeing him. It hurts to be away from him because we are two halves of a whole. Not complete without the other. :( I guess they don't understand or something... I just really miss him alot. So much that when I talk to him I get sad because I'm not there to see him laugh or smile.. Sigh... -L3 (sad, sad, sad L3 :( )

Love

Oh jeez, someone talking about love again. Oh great. Haha trust me this isn't going to be all like "ohhhhhh I love so and so, he is soooo amazing" I promise. But something that kind of bothers me is that people throw that word around like it's nothing. Love and hate are two strong words. Love should not be used loosely, you should not say you are 'in love' after a week of knowing someone. I just hate when people say that. I love you even though we have only been together for a week and I only know your first name and your birthday. But yeah I will love you forever because we like the same pizza toppings! WAIT WHAT?! heck no! I don't get people sometimes, like seriously how much can you learn about someone in a week that makes you fall in love with them? Please explain, because I don't understand. I think love is something you develop over time, sure a week is time, but not enough. I would understand if it had been a few months but, a week? O.o I'm like flabbergasted. Ha I love using that word xD but seriously it irks me lol I keep using funny words xD ugh okay seriously. People cut it out, it's not the smartest thing to do. Because usually hose relationships that say that they are in love after a week dont last that long because they moved way too fast. Just saying. It's funny.. And kinda mean at he same time but I'm gonna say it any ways. These people say they will love eachother forever and then in a week or two they break up lol xD I guess forever means two weeks xD okay I'm done... Jk I'm not xDDDDDDD LOLOLOLOL okay now I'm done. Don't be stupid. o.o I will be watching -L3