So this has been week one of my new lifestyle choice. I have only eaten chicken twice this week, once today and once on Wednesday. I am pretty proud of myself for even making it a week. Honestly it's easy to not want it, mentally that is, but it's different when your body is telling you to eat it. Hard to explain.. but like I was saying, I am really happy with my decision. I will definitely keep you guys up to date with that if you're interested.
But I'm going on to a subject that is hard for me to talk about, losing people who are dear to me. I've lost so many it seems, they don't realize it but I see it. Friends I had in high school just never seem to stay by my side. It sounds sad, but it's the truth. My blondes that I used to post about, the trio broke up long ago. We managed to get over ourselves, but it isn't the same if you know what I mean. Friendship is like glass, once broken you can try to glue the pieces back together but it will never be the same. We hardly ever talk anymore, and one of them is leaving to go to school in Washington. Which is amazing, I am so happy for her, but at the same time I wish the three of us would just stick together. That is just a selfish notion though.
After the blondes broke up, I found a new friend. If you know me well, you know who I am talking about. We just clicked right away. Similar interests and taste, even our personalities were similar. When my family life took a turn for the worst, she and her mother took me into their home. I am eternally grateful for them, they saved me. But soon our friendship hit the rocks.. we were at each other's throats for small things. It was sad, I stuck by her though because we became sisters. She thinks that just because we disagree on a lot now that we lost each other as sisters long ago. I see why she could think that. The thing is, just because you and your sister don't get along does not mean you aren't sisters any longer. You are stuck with them for life. She will always be my sister, but she hates me. And I love her still, which sucks.
Last and certainly not least is my aunt, who I call grandma (don't ask). I haven't lost her, but I am so afraid to lose her. She just found out she has lung cancer. I was devastated when I found out. She has helped to raise me. You can probably see why losing her would be so scary to me, she is almost like a second mother. I worry about her all the time, she just started chemo therapy and radiation treatment. It is so scary to think that you might lose someone who has always been there to something like death. I know I sound really melodramatic... but can you blame me?
What I am trying to tell you guys is that you need to appreciate your friends, best friends, or sisters ect. We take these important people for granted. And once the friendship is over because of whatever reason, you will regret it. So what I want all of you to do is to call someone you love and tell them how much you love them. How much you appreciate the little things they do for you. Tell them how important they are. Even if you haven't talked in awhile, I am sure they will appreciate it.
-L3
Oh, before I go, my grandmother needs help paying her medical bills. She has a go fund me account. Please go check it out if you would like. I would greatly appreciate it if you could donate, even a dollar donation would help. :) Here is a link to her page. Thank you.
http://www.gofundme.com/xqwq2tk
But I'm going on to a subject that is hard for me to talk about, losing people who are dear to me. I've lost so many it seems, they don't realize it but I see it. Friends I had in high school just never seem to stay by my side. It sounds sad, but it's the truth. My blondes that I used to post about, the trio broke up long ago. We managed to get over ourselves, but it isn't the same if you know what I mean. Friendship is like glass, once broken you can try to glue the pieces back together but it will never be the same. We hardly ever talk anymore, and one of them is leaving to go to school in Washington. Which is amazing, I am so happy for her, but at the same time I wish the three of us would just stick together. That is just a selfish notion though.
After the blondes broke up, I found a new friend. If you know me well, you know who I am talking about. We just clicked right away. Similar interests and taste, even our personalities were similar. When my family life took a turn for the worst, she and her mother took me into their home. I am eternally grateful for them, they saved me. But soon our friendship hit the rocks.. we were at each other's throats for small things. It was sad, I stuck by her though because we became sisters. She thinks that just because we disagree on a lot now that we lost each other as sisters long ago. I see why she could think that. The thing is, just because you and your sister don't get along does not mean you aren't sisters any longer. You are stuck with them for life. She will always be my sister, but she hates me. And I love her still, which sucks.
Last and certainly not least is my aunt, who I call grandma (don't ask). I haven't lost her, but I am so afraid to lose her. She just found out she has lung cancer. I was devastated when I found out. She has helped to raise me. You can probably see why losing her would be so scary to me, she is almost like a second mother. I worry about her all the time, she just started chemo therapy and radiation treatment. It is so scary to think that you might lose someone who has always been there to something like death. I know I sound really melodramatic... but can you blame me?
What I am trying to tell you guys is that you need to appreciate your friends, best friends, or sisters ect. We take these important people for granted. And once the friendship is over because of whatever reason, you will regret it. So what I want all of you to do is to call someone you love and tell them how much you love them. How much you appreciate the little things they do for you. Tell them how important they are. Even if you haven't talked in awhile, I am sure they will appreciate it.
-L3
Oh, before I go, my grandmother needs help paying her medical bills. She has a go fund me account. Please go check it out if you would like. I would greatly appreciate it if you could donate, even a dollar donation would help. :) Here is a link to her page. Thank you.
http://www.gofundme.com/xqwq2tk
I am proud to announce to those of you who don't know, gay marriage is now legal in all 50 states. This is so wonderful, I woke up to this on my phone and was overwhelmed with joy. I am a member of the LGBT community being bisexual and all. You can see why I am so happy for everyone in the community. It's so hard to wrap my head around, not that it's now legal, but the fact that it took so long. Marriage is a simple human right, at least in my opinion.