Freak of nature

Really now? I'm a freak? Wow. And I thought you actually cared about me a little. Man I thought that I looked amazing with my Andy Biersack makeup and I was like ready to set the world on fire with my bvb inspired look. Then I just get shut down and called a freak. Wow. Close minded people suck. They have no imagination and just ugh irritate me! Like about everything not just my sense of style but about things like gays or music or racism or idk everything! I'm just tired of this crap! Grow a pair and suck it up! Everything isn't gonna go your way sunshine! The world is filled with diversity and creativity so don't shut people down with your negativity. We wouldn't have the philosophers and rockstars or scientists we have/had if it weren't for self expression. So leave me alone! I don't take crap from people at all so just keep you mouth shut your words are like garbage! Black veil brides army for life!
-L3

Friends

Friends come and go, but man does it hurt when they leave.. I've been going through losing a couple friends. One from like a month or two ago and one from a couple weeks. Sigh, this is why I don't like really opening myself up to people. But I do it anyways >.> I'm naive in that way. This is also why I am as shy as I am. I'm always thinking people will hurt me, or I will always just lose them. I have cried so much in the past from this... I wish it'd end. I don't want to keep losing people. Ugh.. I just wish that sometimes everything with relationships would go perfectly so I wouldn't have all this stress...
- L3