Dreamer

We all have our dreams right? Like my dad, he wanted to be a professional football player (he could have but things didn't work out), or my mom, she wanted to be a veterinarian. I used to have a dream of becoming a police officer. But you know, I've changed my mind, AGAIN. Haha but I've been thinking lately about what I really want to do. I really want to be a front woman of a band. The crowd screaming my name.. Being on stage and performing my heart out.. Having fun being a crazy rock star.. Inspiring others with my music. I know it's crazy and all, but.. I keep thinking it's possible. It's strange, because I used to think people were crazy if they thought they could actually make it big time. But this girl, her name is Michaela, inspired me. And made me feel different about my dreams.. Like I can make them come true if i really set my mind to it. She's fantastic, I just wish I were confident enough to do something like that. And not to mention I have to know how to sing, I mean I'm not that bad, but I'm no Ronnie Radke... I just hope my dream comes true :) Don't let go of your dreams :D
-L3

When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done?

Okay not having the best day... and I thought to myself, you know what makes me happy other than people that I care about? BLOGGING! Hahaha xD well, I guess I'm just going to talk about random things that come to mind :)
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When you're walking somewhere and you have your headphones on and a really good hard core song comes on  do you catch yourself walking as if your all bad? I do it all the time xD Or I act like I'm the lead singer of a band and I sing it even if people are around! It's awesome :D
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Do you ever feel like something you cannot control is your fault? :/ I do it all the time... like for example, a building falls over. Its all my fault because I happened to walk by that same building earlier and I looked at it. ALL my fault right? WRONG. I hate it when I do that, because its ridiculous.
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Which is worse, failing or not trying? I think this all the time when it comes to school.. Because I hate setting myself up for failure..
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This is such a bad blog post... I need to post something more important! I need to help people somehow with my blog posts. AND I'M NOT DOING IT!
WELL! I'm going to start talking about something more important than random things I think of. So... Okay I got something. Guys this one is for you, what happened to chivalry? Seriously though, like holding the door for a lady, orrrr carrying something heavy for her, ladies first? Any of this ringing any bells? It sure doesn't look like it is because at my school like no guys do any of that. Or I just don't see it. Well I see it sometimes but not very often. Most girls like it when you do that, including me. I love having guys do that, treating me like a girl you know? Like a respectable young lady haha. Or you could just do it out of respect.
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Oh and something that really grinds my gears at school, its what happens at lunch when I'm waiting to order my lunch. So people cut their friends, which is okay with me if it's just one or two people. But what annoys the crap out of me is when guys bring their huge groups of friends. OH! AND guys just let some girls cut that they don't know just because they think they're pretty/hot. And then they just look at me and turn around like I'm not even good enough. UGHHHH! WHAT THE TOAST?! That's just rude don't you think? What makes it worse is that the people in that big group of friends that that one guy brings with him, all of his friends look at you like they won or something.. I just wanna go punch them in the face or something haha just kidding but come on don't give me that look unless you want me to slap it off for you ;) haha and when I say something about it, like I'll say "hey can you like go to the back of the line? cuz I am like really hungry." and they would either ignore me or laugh and say "RIIIIIIIGHT." WHAT THE TOAST?! ughhhhh. makes me sooooo mad.
Well that's all I got for you right now :D
-L3

MOTHER SHIP!

So, what has happened recently? Oh nothing much you know the usual...
I got grounded.
Had my heart broken. </3
Dealing with some MAJOR guy issues.
Realizing that I need to make some serious dough..
I miss my blondes :/
I need to have as much fun as possible!

Yeahh.. not too much haha. You're probably wondering, how did YOU of all people get grounded? If you weren't then too bad I'm telling you anyways. My parents found out I had a boyfriend.. yeahh.. that's why. I was grounded from my phone, computer, and my friends. MY FRIENDS!! I about went crazy. Cuz I like to go out and hang out a lot.. can you imagine how it was to be without my friends for a month?! OHHH you don't even want to know how hard it was for me. Don't even wanna know.. Yeah.. not to mention I might be moving to North Las Vegas.. >.< THAT'S WAY TOO FAR!!! UGH! I hate the fact that we're moving that far away. But my mom found this house she likes a lot.. its HUGE! But it's all the way out by Mojave High School >.> no way am I gonna be a snake.. no! Once a wildcat always a wildcat!! Pshhh heck naw, wildcats eat SNAKES FOR BREAKFAST!!! okay not literally.. but you get what I'm saying haha.
Oh and not to mention the fact I didn't go to extreme thing.. >.< ONE OF MY FAVORITE BANDS WAS THERE!! (Falling in Reverse) UGH! I am soooooo going to see them live sometime... I swear on my life. If it kills me, I WILL GET TO SEE RONNIE RADKE SING LIVE IN PERSON!! I WILL!!
-L3