School

Okay so I'm going into high school this year and you don't get a list till the first day of school. But they told me that I need paper, pens, a binder, and a back pack. I didn't think much of it so I told my dad and he said okay we'll get you what you need for school. No big deal right? So I went and asked my mom about the school supplies and she said we're not going to buy anything until she gets the list. I for one don't want to go to school with nothing. She said I could just use my dad's binders and use my brother's school stuff. I just think its totally unfair for me to have to use my brother's school stuff. Like I don't get to have school supplies. I mean she wont even let me get a back pack! C'mon! Frealz? I think this is just ridiculous. Its school stuff, and not even a lot! If the binder's not big enough keep the receipt and we can exchange it! Seriously! All I'm allowed to get is shoes.. and school starts on Monday. This is just so stupid.

A Poem For Someone That I Hope Forgives Me..

How can I begin?
I guess I hope you know how to forgive.
Please forgive me?
I won't do this again it's guaranteed.
I need your forgiveness.
Because without you I think I may be just a distressed wreck.
My problems you can detect.
I'm sorry.
Not to worry,
I would understand if you don't wish to speak with me any longer.
You kinda helped me to become stronger..
Forgiveness.
That is all I ask.
Please.
For me?

-L3
(I don't write poetry for just anyone, just for those who are close to me)

Inspiration!!

Just now I was just sitting at this laptop thinking, what should I write about? Should I write about politics? About Obama's speech? Nooo, that wouldn't be a good idea, teens don't write about politics! Should I write about things I wish I could do? Nooo, then I'd just get upset. Should I write about my birthday party that's coming up? Nooo, that would just be really stupid. And then I just groaned out loud "What should I write about?! I need some inspiration!" My cousin, who was in the room had said, "If you don't know what to write about then don't write anything at all! It needs to come to you, if you force it then it's just gonna be crappy." Ahh, the wise words of my older cousin. Next time I have to write a paper I'm going to need to quote her and say "it's going to be crappy if I have to write this in two days! I need to go with the flow!" Ha ha ha ha.
-L3

Yes I am an outcast if you haven't noticed.

If you are one of my friends you know that I consider myself an outcast. I know I am different, I know I am weird, and I know I am perfect just the way I am. But other outcasts consider this blessing a curse, they don't see that they are beautiful. I see people gawking at some people who dress differently, I can see that they feel uncomfortable because they might think they are thinking they look ugly. I think they are gawking at their breath taking beauty. Some people don't appreciate the variety in beauty like I do. I don't ever consider anyone ugly. And no one should.
And one time I was thinking to myself, "I wonder if God was once an outcast like me." Have you ever wondered the same thing? I mean God loves everyone of us an outcast or not, we are all children of God. And I remember when I was younger I heard something similar to what I was wondering, it is a song from the Hunchback of Notre Dame. It's called God Bless the Outcasts.
-L3

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(this is that song I mentioned)